Here we go!!!!!

Posted Aug 19, 2010 9:48am

I know this might sound weird, but I've neglected posting updates, because Kaden is so up and down I feel like I'd be posting every hour. His heart and blood pressure seem to be the biggest struggle right now. We are leaving for Virginia soon, and it feels like we can't get there fast enough.

Tim, Traci, and Pikes Peak Traveland....I can't tell you how much we appreciate all of you. Talk about doing the Lords work! I can't believe the generosity of all of you!---Just so everybody knows-not only are they loaning the RV, they completely stocked it including toilet paper!

Seriously, this has been a group effort and Brian and I are so happy that so many people came together to help us get our son to Dr. Abdallah. I don't want to dwell on how bad Kaden is doing. It's too much right now.

My focus is blurry. My senses are dulled. My brain is fatigued. My heart is overwhelmed. Late nights, long days, endless hours of coordination... yet I'm elated. I will call this specific feeling "the one that I'm feeling right at this very moment".... A KINDERGARTNERS PAINTING. Everything is everywhere, colors are bold and mixed, pictures are simple yet have great meaning, lines are messy....but when you look at the big painting, you can only smile because it was created with a child's imagination.

Kaden has a great purpose...we learn this more every day. He is humbling, with a great imagination.